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I had a meeting with a personal injury attorney this morning about my car accident case. I'd met with another lawyer previously, but he had to refer me because he didn't have the bandwidth to take my case, though he had been very optimistic about it. The lawyer I met with today was much less so, and now I'm left wondering how to move forward with the case. Awesome. More difficult decisions.

I thought I had a much more crammed schedule today, but unless I'm completely forgetting something, I really don't. So instead of going to BodyPump at 5:30 like I usually do on Mondays, I'm going to yoga at noon. I went to pump yesterday, so it's good to give myself a day off in between. I'll go to another one soon though. And I think I really need yoga right now.

After that, I have a session with my marriage counselor, again just one-on-one rather than with McKenzie. Everything about this situation is so hard. I suppose it will be easier in the future no matter which direction we go, but knowing that doesn't make it any easier for me to move forward one way or another. I'm sad and scared all the time. It really sucks.

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Going to yoga today was a great idea, but it kind of fucked up my schedule. The class was at noon, and I had counseling right after that across town, so I didn't get to eat until I got home at 3. I made couscous. From a box, but still. I made it, and it was tasty.

But it kind of felt like dinner -- I was done with everything on my schedule for the day, and kind of tired. I totally could've gone to bed at 5pm and slept through til morning, but there's a Blazer game at 7, so I willed myself to stay awake. I even did some cleaning. Granted, I had a bunch of free time and could have done a lot more, but mostly I just sat on the couch and played BBO tournaments. I also spent some time staring at my fish. I love my fish.