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[jianantonic]

I'm doing much better today, thanks. Z and I had a nice discussion about yesterday and my meds have settled back into my system and things are good. So, changing gears...

In Bermuda, the top men's fashion is a pair of Bermuda shorts with high knee socks. I bought McKenzie a pair of pink knee socks, because of course I did. Then there was this:

Z: So you should do a Google Image search for "pink sock."
M: I'm scared.
Z: Oh come on.
M: Urban Dictionary says it's a prolapsed intestine caused by excessive anal plundering. Is that what you wanted me to find?
Z: hehehe
M: How did you know what that was?
Z: I know things!
M: Yes, but how did you know THAT?
Z: ...

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[waitingonsunday.livejournal.com]

I think I may have failed to reply to your post the other day, because I remember reading it from my phone, but just wanted to say that I'm glad you're doing so much better and I hope that will continue to be the case. It struck me as pretty brave, the way you documented your feelings at the time.

[jianantonic.livejournal.com]

Thanks. In the moment I recognized that my thoughts were pretty fucked up (something I never acknowledged before) and it just seemed right to write it down. Not because I wanted to remember feeling that way, but because it was a very stark illustration of the way this thing can go, and maybe it would help others make sense of the way I used to be, or might be again if my meds stop working.