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Jun. 12th, 2016 08:49 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jianantonicAs I've recently reported, things are pretty great these days.
Even the recurring dreams about McKenzie that have haunted me for over a year now seem to have stopped, or at least significantly decreased in frequency.
...But they've been replaced by dreams that I'm back in a really bad relationship with a different ex, and have centered on how unhappy I am to be in that circumstance, and how to plan my delicate extraction from the undesirable situation. Not as stressful or unfun as the McKenzie dreams, but god damn, psyche, can't you just let me dream about rainbows and unicorns and eating cake? COME ON.
Oh, that's the other shitty thing about my dreams. I keep getting offered food I LOVE, but shouldn't eat, because weight watchers. In my dreams. So I refuse the deliciousness. Because I'm behaving. In my stupid fucking dreams. Man, if I could dream about eating all the chocolate, instead of refusing all the chocolate, maybe I could wake up feeling a little more satisfied/less cravey. Jesus.
I'm really tired and I'm going back to sleep now, but goddammit, if I dream of something shitty, I'm going to have to ask at my doctor's office about lobotomy possibilities.
Even the recurring dreams about McKenzie that have haunted me for over a year now seem to have stopped, or at least significantly decreased in frequency.
...But they've been replaced by dreams that I'm back in a really bad relationship with a different ex, and have centered on how unhappy I am to be in that circumstance, and how to plan my delicate extraction from the undesirable situation. Not as stressful or unfun as the McKenzie dreams, but god damn, psyche, can't you just let me dream about rainbows and unicorns and eating cake? COME ON.
Oh, that's the other shitty thing about my dreams. I keep getting offered food I LOVE, but shouldn't eat, because weight watchers. In my dreams. So I refuse the deliciousness. Because I'm behaving. In my stupid fucking dreams. Man, if I could dream about eating all the chocolate, instead of refusing all the chocolate, maybe I could wake up feeling a little more satisfied/less cravey. Jesus.
I'm really tired and I'm going back to sleep now, but goddammit, if I dream of something shitty, I'm going to have to ask at my doctor's office about lobotomy possibilities.
