jianantonic | (no subject)

I am so bad at writing papers. I mean, I write excellent papers, but I'm bad at actually writing! Today is the second to last day of class, and I still have two papers to do that were technically already due (but the prof is really chill about it) and I'm not even working on them now when I have time. I guess tomorrow they'll get done. Eh.

I am so stressed these days about money. I hate it! I just want to graduate and get a job where I make a decent amount so I can actually pay my bills and get my credit back to where it was before.

I did have great conversations last night with both Emily V and Shelly. I'm very pleased to have picked out (in a way, right?) Robbie Schaefer's Channukah present. I am the shit fantastic (and also very modest). Lots of parentheses in this entry. That is how my mind is working today - very side note here, lose track there...
Anyway I got to be all theological with Emily last night, and I'm quite proud of the way I illustrated my thoughts. Basically, if God expected us to be perfect, Jesus wouldn't have had to die, right? So don't stress over your sins - if you do, you're diminishing the great thing that Jesus did. On the other hand, don't be all yippie about your sins either, cause they're still sins. But they're supposedly forgiven so enjoy yourself to the fullest. As I paraphrased Jesus of Nazareth, "This is the kingdom, motherfuckers, live it up!" If Jesus were in a rap video, that's what he'd say.

Tonight is the Christmas party and meeting at work. That means free food but probably not very vegetarian friendly, and it also means Christmas bonus time. I think I get $25 or $50, so that's good, right? I mean, I've only worked there for three months. Oh and I found out I can rent a week of timeshares here for $90, so if anyone wants to go skiing, I'll hook you up.

Peace.