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May. 31st, 2017 04:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jianantonicToday I've been feeling kind of dejected. I guess it's part disappointment that what I want and what I can have regarding Diego are not the same, but it's also more of an umbrella disappointment, that there's a need or desire there that isn't really fillable at the moment. I was whining about this to Jon, and he kept suggesting very reasonable approaches to address this, but they all feel meh to me. What I want is a very specific thing and it has to grow on its own. I can't just create it or pick it out of the ether. Right now I'm more or less accepting this, but it's still a bummer. So I've done a couple of things that made me feel a little better.
I had a good workout this afternoon, talked to my brother and my mom, and also made a donation to a charity that's important to me. I do feel better for having done all these things. Now I'm going to shower off the workout stank and go meet Toby downtown for dinner before trivia night #3 of 3 this week.
I had a good workout this afternoon, talked to my brother and my mom, and also made a donation to a charity that's important to me. I do feel better for having done all these things. Now I'm going to shower off the workout stank and go meet Toby downtown for dinner before trivia night #3 of 3 this week.
