jianantonic | (no subject)

So it looks like my house is sold and I should be happy about that, yes? Great weight lifted and all that...and it's true, I'm ecstatic about that. But I'm still in a terrible funk. Maybe it will get better when the house is a DONE deal, or maybe it won't, because, let's face it, there are other sources of stress in my life right now, too.

I was able to sleep relatively well last night, which is good, but my sleeping habits are FAR from ideal. Basically I went to bed before 7pm last night, woke up a few times at random points in the middle of the night, and was up for good around 5am. Next time I wake up at 5am after being asleep from 7pm the night before, I need to remind myself that the gym is open then and I have time to go, since I'm not taking myself in the evenings...but I do plan to go after work today. I didn't go yesterday because I was so unbelievably sore. I still don't know what caused that, and it freaked me out a bit, but it's one more thing to put on the list of things to ask my doctor about...anyway as long as it doesn't come back full force, I'll go to the gym tonight.

I'm so looking forward to the weekend already. That's not good, Wednesday's not even really under way yet. I wish I could just sleep through the rest of the week. Actually, if we're making wishes, I wish the closing date would hurry up and get here and I can KNOW that the house is sold. That's what I want most right now. That and peace of mind for myself and those I love. And hey, the rest of the world, too, while we're at it.

Peace.