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[jianantonic]

I am quite sore. The new trainer is tough, but I like him a lot. I had intended to go to the gym last night, but two things kept me. For one, I was still incredibly sore from Tuesday with Graydon. Secondly, Ahren kind of dropped a bombshell on me, so instead I spent most of the afternoon curled up next to him and crying. I should have expected it, and I sort of did, but that didn't make it any easier to take. Nothing's certain at this point, but he says he is going to try to move back to MN. At the end of August. That just seems so soon. I so don't want him to go, even if we're not together. It's going to be very difficult for me to let him leave.

In the midst of my wallowing last night, Slye called me and asked if I wanted to go to BodyPump with her today. I enthusiastically accepted, but at the time I had no idea just how sore I'd still be come this afternoon. I'm not backing out of going, but I know I'm in for some punishment. I've been stretching all day to try and loosen up, but it's not working so well.

With Falcon Ridge less than a week away, I can't believe how down in the dumps I am. But I'll surely be happy to be at the fest.

Peace.

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[phantomsmom.livejournal.com]

there is no sadness at falcon ridge. i FORBID it!!

i can't believe i myself am leaving in a few short hours{well, less than 10 definitely...} and -i'm- very nervious and stressy, but i also know in my heart that it'll work out coz it always does.

i *heart* u and canna wait to see u next week.

*HUGGGSSES* til then and if u need to talk, try the cell

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!