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Jun. 9th, 2008 02:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jianantonicI deserve a day off.
It's a good thing I scheduled pilates with Emily tonight, because if I were only accountable to myself, I would skip it, I'm so exhausted.
I woke up at 5am today. I refused to believe that that was all the sleep I would get for the night, so I stayed in bed and fought against consciousness until I fell asleep again at 7am, and slept until 9. I had a dream that I was at a Hanson concert, and Taylor was coming through the crowd gyrating and getting extremely close with some of the audience. When he got to me, he started making out with me, and he was a horrible kisser. Shame that.
Anyway as soon as I was really awake, I went to my folks' place to borrow their truck. I still had Ahren's patio furniture here, and he wanted it back. Asking me to return it was the first conversation we've had in five months, and he was surprisingly cool and upbeat on the phone. I should've known it wouldn't last. Seeing him in person today was extremely taxing. He knows I'm married, and started to blow up about that, but held back and just decided not to say anything. In all, it was a very cold, very emotionally draining meeting, and I left feeling quite upset about how it had gone. I called Z and unloaded for a while, and he made me feel much better, just by being at the other end of the phone.
Meg: Z, you're so great. I'm so lucky because I know you'll never make me feel this way.
Z: I'm sorry. You deserve to be treated well.
Meg: Don't say you're sorry! Say "you're welcome!"
Z: (laughs) You're welcome:)
Aww. He's a really good man. I miss him.
After that, I went to return the truck and Mom wanted to come to the DoubleTree with me to talk to their managers about the bridge tournament. I spent over an hour there and felt like I got a lot done, although I didn't actually get anything DONE, I just made some helpful contacts. Mom and I went out to lunch and then I went by the playing site to pick up boxes of boards -- I'm going to preduplicate all the hands for this week's STaC games. Now I'm finally home and looking back over it I can't believe that's all I've done today. It feels like it's been so much longer. Must be the heat.
Which is why I stripped down to my undies and crawled into bed immediately upon returning home. I think I'm going to try to get in a nap before pilates.
Peace.
It's a good thing I scheduled pilates with Emily tonight, because if I were only accountable to myself, I would skip it, I'm so exhausted.
I woke up at 5am today. I refused to believe that that was all the sleep I would get for the night, so I stayed in bed and fought against consciousness until I fell asleep again at 7am, and slept until 9. I had a dream that I was at a Hanson concert, and Taylor was coming through the crowd gyrating and getting extremely close with some of the audience. When he got to me, he started making out with me, and he was a horrible kisser. Shame that.
Anyway as soon as I was really awake, I went to my folks' place to borrow their truck. I still had Ahren's patio furniture here, and he wanted it back. Asking me to return it was the first conversation we've had in five months, and he was surprisingly cool and upbeat on the phone. I should've known it wouldn't last. Seeing him in person today was extremely taxing. He knows I'm married, and started to blow up about that, but held back and just decided not to say anything. In all, it was a very cold, very emotionally draining meeting, and I left feeling quite upset about how it had gone. I called Z and unloaded for a while, and he made me feel much better, just by being at the other end of the phone.
Meg: Z, you're so great. I'm so lucky because I know you'll never make me feel this way.
Z: I'm sorry. You deserve to be treated well.
Meg: Don't say you're sorry! Say "you're welcome!"
Z: (laughs) You're welcome:)
Aww. He's a really good man. I miss him.
After that, I went to return the truck and Mom wanted to come to the DoubleTree with me to talk to their managers about the bridge tournament. I spent over an hour there and felt like I got a lot done, although I didn't actually get anything DONE, I just made some helpful contacts. Mom and I went out to lunch and then I went by the playing site to pick up boxes of boards -- I'm going to preduplicate all the hands for this week's STaC games. Now I'm finally home and looking back over it I can't believe that's all I've done today. It feels like it's been so much longer. Must be the heat.
Which is why I stripped down to my undies and crawled into bed immediately upon returning home. I think I'm going to try to get in a nap before pilates.
Peace.
