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Sep. 22nd, 2004 10:47 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jianantonicAt school, waiting for class to start. I always leave work as early as possible and thus have oodles of time to sit around before class. But I wouldn't want it any other way.
I swear Janet is trying to drive me out of ADF. It's working, too. Today she was like, "Why don't you get your teaching degree? I thought that was your goal. Why are you wasting your time here. You'll never get anywhere if you stay in jewelry." Thankyouverymuch but I don't want a teaching degree because I didn't want to be a liberal studies major. I don't know why I'm wasting my time here. I hate it, after all. But I have the skills to move as far as I want, I just don't have the penis. All the higher ups in my industry are men. But that doesn't mean I can't get a good job as a gemologist somewhere. The offers are there, but I don't want to move. I probably will teach, but we'll have to see. Maybe I'll work front desk until the end of time. At least I wouldn't cry on my way to work every morning.
Sigh. Well I'm sick of myself complaining. That's all I do anymore. People must hate being around me. Maybe I'm "blameshifting," but it's all that bitch's fault. I'm quitting. GRR.
I swear Janet is trying to drive me out of ADF. It's working, too. Today she was like, "Why don't you get your teaching degree? I thought that was your goal. Why are you wasting your time here. You'll never get anywhere if you stay in jewelry." Thankyouverymuch but I don't want a teaching degree because I didn't want to be a liberal studies major. I don't know why I'm wasting my time here. I hate it, after all. But I have the skills to move as far as I want, I just don't have the penis. All the higher ups in my industry are men. But that doesn't mean I can't get a good job as a gemologist somewhere. The offers are there, but I don't want to move. I probably will teach, but we'll have to see. Maybe I'll work front desk until the end of time. At least I wouldn't cry on my way to work every morning.
Sigh. Well I'm sick of myself complaining. That's all I do anymore. People must hate being around me. Maybe I'm "blameshifting," but it's all that bitch's fault. I'm quitting. GRR.
