Well I've had a few days to process the half marathon. The pain is gone and the lingering memory is how fucking AMAZING I felt at the finish line. So, yeah, I will do some more of these in the future.
I likened the experience to losing my virginity...a big step, a lot of mental anguish, soreness...and in the end, not nearly as big a deal as I'd built it up in my mind. I guess you could even say that I had a little bit of fun during the race. Just a little. It was so nice to have friends there with me, and Max by my side all the way. Even though I kept a slow pace (slightly over 10-minute miles), and it was only 1.1 miles farther than my longest training run, I was way more sore after this one than ever before. I'm sure a lot of that had to do with the psychology of it all. In the days leading up to the race, I was barely holding it together. At least next time, the stress won't be so rough. Not sure when next time will be...I have a relay in May which will actually be more than 13.1 miles of running, just broken up into three different segments, so hopefully doable. I won't feel bad about walking any of that, though. It's just for fun. I want to take some time off from the hardcore running schedule I've been doing, but not so much that I lose all the gains I've made in endurance. So I'll probably run a 10K or something soonish, and then look for another half to do in a few months...loose goal of "before 2014." Preferably something I don't have to travel to get to, because that gets expensive.
Yesterday was my first workout since the half. It felt so good to do cardio that wasn't running. My training schedule was such that 90% of all of my cardio has been running, and I've felt very anxious about sticking to the schedule exactly as prescribed. Now that I've done it, I feel like as long as I keep my intensity up, I can mix up my workouts more. Bike weather is here, and soon I'll give biking to work a try -- I need to get my bike tuned up after its winter in the garage, and also need to make sure my body is up to the 14-mile ride now that I've moved farther away from my office, but I think it's doable. I'll probably give that a shot early next month. Tomorrow is my last day for two weeks, though, because I'm going to Gatlinburg and then my crazy Asian jaunt, so biking (and fitness in general, ugh) will have to wait a bit.
Anyway it's not that I loved running 13.1 miles, but I love the shape I'm in, and it's important to me to keep that up. I don't really have a goal of improving my speed or anything like that...I just want to be better at running in general. I guess that could mean faster? But I'm not going to stress about my times. Courses are so vastly different anyway. I just want to maintain my ability to do it. So I'll probably look for some 10K and 15K races nearby over the next few months, and maybe I'll be ready to try another half when it starts cooling down again? Maybe do a few 5K's for speed? I don't know. I don't know how much faster I can get. But it does feel like if I can run for two hours, I should be able to crank up the intensity on a 25-minute run. The point is I have no solid goals, I'm just sort of brainstorming what my motivation will be to continue. Ideas welcome. Running buddies welcome. Marathon suggestions not welcome.